Surrender..

In a place warm and dark I felt the beating of your heart and I surrendered Never asked if not now.. Not this, then what, because I surrendered. Never said how far I traveled or how much it took to reach.. or so I surrendered. When I reached I was attained, to fill the space in a heart that looked upon me as an aide, like the only volunteer of the last cohort of a selfless patriot and I surrendered. Because that heart was so precious; and they say love is like an outlaw! it’s free! so I surrendered as an accomplice to renew my life. I took that love as it came, on no promises made for it to last, how then would i have surrendered? The world around me seemed deathly still and I walked stoically numb, 'coz maybe by then I had surrendered, i could not tell. I stood waiting, longing and searching in complete surrender, to be rescued like a kitten upon a tree but why? and for what? i did not do that before. Maybe I chose to be secured this time, so I did surrender. Suddenly, everythin felt as good as “Cherry pink and apple blossom white,” andn I smiled, all surrendered. I now belonged to a love I never knew I would find and from that day on I have been, surrendering only to dreaming, loving, cajoling, holding each moment in my heart on the faith I placed in it and it crossed my mind that I said “I don’t follow..” but I followed and this time without asking twice I surrendered. Through all the journeys and the stars you hoped to find, I made them mine. I surrender still everything I hold in me. I have no alternate plans and I am not going anywhere, I am not angry; I hope I’ve not got you fooled, whenever I say words that are hard to hear, they were not meant to hurt but to reach out to that witness, to see, to feel to know me more.. I will reach out and find my way back everyday.. To you, for me to be found anew, if you’ll wait for me just like I do.. ">Link