expressing life unbridled...

after years of relentless reproach to the inefficacious, altruistic simplicity of life...one fine day the realization and clarity of a preponderously contemptuous truth dawns upon oneself...the truth that all along some way or another one has innately pandered an archetype of spawned contradiction, "the self,"... from years of emotional depravity upon the aegis of self immolation, life presents to one, only once in a lifetime, an 'opportunity,' to do something immaculately unceremonious to reason and acceptance from others...as one capitalizes on that opportunity in total surrender to it and without bearing in mind the apparent consequences of an action, for the first time in one's life... in that moment one chooses to be rightfully ignoble to patronizing long superficial congenialities... clearly, people would hold one responsible for that one action and one has to be ready to face the aftermath of that as well...to shoulder the burden of one's expression of volition( misinterpreted as egotistical self preservation). At the time it is done the feeling of completeness merely evades one's foresight in that moment of choice but what good is life with the humble forbearance of owing gratification to being alive and being human...how could one let that only chance slip away, which one has waited in patient yet indiscreet eloquence... through that choice of action one evades from any form of inimical desire to benevolence as opposed to what one did all along. The truth is that it is that choice that helps one find and believe in oneself...all that is to be done is to hold on... to identify that nothing could be as bad as letting life slip away without taking a risk which could last for times to come...to share life with itself... ">Link